Wednesday, October 21, 2009

the second blow

after failing the exams... i observed that i became too emotional as well as sensitive... at ngayon ko pa lang makakausap nanay ko after what happened... i know 100% i will cry kapag kausap ko na sya... pero kailan nyang malaman plans ko kasi siya din naman gagastos sa review ko if ever magrereview ako ulit...

actually, taking up accountancy is my mother's idea... accepting it gave me an opportunity to go against her (that was almost 6 years) kasi hindi nya ako pinayagan magtrabaho after graduating business administration (business administration is my first and accountancy is my second degree) i just asked her to give me two years to work outside... to gain experience as well as new friends and connections... tapos babalik na ko sa tindahan namin para tumulong... eventually... nagustuhan ko na din yung accountancy... it taught me a lot and i gained new friends...

nag-usap kami ng nanay ko... as perceived... yun nga umiyak ako... i told her that i am sorry... that for the second time around... i disappointed her... nag-aral naman ako ng mabuti... talagang mahirap lang nga ang exam... sabi nya hindi ko naman daw siya na-disappoint and there will always be next time... siguro hindi pa ngayon ang tamang oras... ayon pumayag siya na magreview ako ulit... siguro ito na to...

P.S.

to lancemica... thank you for the nice comment... eventhough i dont know you personally... i want you to know that it is heart warming... thank you very much
...

lancemica wrote...

"Life is like a game of tennis. You have no choice over how that ball comes to you, but it's how you hit it back that counts."

- Don't Stop Believing

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry for just coming out from nowhere. Just thought of leaving a message for you to reflect. I was more surprised that you replied.

Btw, the quote was from Margaret Moth, a fearless CNN camerawoman who was always in the battle scene. She was hit by a sniper's bullet while on duty.. almost died.. recovered.. returned to work.. but is now battling cancer and in the hospice.

Thank u very much too.. Your reply just helped me. I keep on thinking if every answer would require a question. You made me realize that it does not. I didn't put any question but you replied. Now i know better.. sometimes we just need to touch the heart and we might get the answer we deserve, whether it's good or bad.

Anyway, i'm sorry once again. I am just passing by here. Hope those 3 words will help you towards your Journey, as Arnel Pineda sings
- Don't Stop Believin'

As a parting shot:

"I've missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed." – Michael Jordan

Bye... lancemica