Monday, November 24, 2008

operation: insurance claims

after the accident, para hindi na pabalik-balik sa pampanga ang kuya ko sa kakaasikaso ng mga documents for the claims sa insurance, napagkasunduan na lang na ako na ang aako sa bangga kay ivo... at heto ang naformulate kong kwento... 10pm last november 22, 2008 paatras ko nilabas yung sasakyan, tapos noong magmamaneobra na ako going to the right, natamaan ko yung concrete plant box na nasa harap ng bahay, well sounds katangahan but yan na ang the best and most concrete na rason na naisip ko.. pero meron pa palang gusot yon, have you seen the deep dent sa previous post ko? medyo malalim yon, so kung concrete plant box ang nabangga ko, hindi magiging malalim yon... hindi na ko nakaimik noong tinanong sa akin yon ng inspector...

noong natapos na yung police report, the inspector asked me for the printing fee of the picture (one picture only) to be attached with the police report... i gave him 200 bucks thinking that i should give him more because he accommodated me nicely... i don't know if i should feel insulted or thanked for when the inspector asked me if i have a smaller bill and i said, "sige okay na po yan" and talked to his co-inspector that okay na pang-mirienda yan... baka siguro nakukulangan pa sila sa binigay kong 200 pesos... hay naku mahirap na magsalita tungkol sa gobyerno...

nakumpleto ko na rin yung iba pang requirements... kulang na lang yung estimate ng damages and stencil ng chasis number... bukas ko na lang gagawin yon... pero sana matapos na kasi it's time consuming and nakakapagod...

Saturday, November 22, 2008

the first accident

today is 112208 at kanina habang nasa kwarto ako... nagtext ang kuya ko, importante daw... since ang importante sa akin ay emergency na, tumawag na lang ako sa kanya... sabi nya NABANGGA DAW SI IVO... naatrasan daw sya ng isang hinayupak na jeepney driver... at ang damage? nagkaroon ng dent ang front bumper at visible sya... super.. at that time i could feel na takot na takot ang kuya ko since bago ang sasakyan at siyempre the feeling na baka magalit sa yo ang tao kasi nasira mo ang bagay na hindi sa yo...






si ivo nang nabangga...




a better view of the dent...



the damage? nagkaroon ng dent ang bum
per, yung hard plastic at yung stainless bumper. (don't worry ill post pictures)..pumunta siya sa isuzu para ipa-estimate ang damage... his budget is PhP 20,000.00... ang cost ng estimate? PhP 77,000.00... since bago ang sasakyan, naka-comprehensive insurance ang sasakyan... i suggested na kaysa sa gumastos ka ng ganong kalaking pera, ipadaan na lang natin sa insurance.. ayaw nya kasi, actually ayaw ng kuya ko ipaalam sa parents namin ang nangyari...

naguguluhan ako... mixed emotions... naaasar ako kasi the with care you've given sa property, isang araw lang hiniram ang sasakyan, heto pa ang nangyari... naaawa naman ako sa kuya ko kasi sympre nag-ingat naman siya... sana tinalakan ko na lang siya bago nya kunin yon kasi kapag yung isa ko pang kapatid hinihiram ang sasakyan, tinatalakan ko muna sya - na ingatan ang sasakyan dahil sa akin naka-account yan...

anyways... sana matapos na...sana maayos na ang sasakyan... na-to-toxic din ako sa problema ng kuya ko... hay naku

Thursday, November 20, 2008

nakakahiyang pagkakataon

last wednesday, 111908 super napahiya ako... dahil sa katangahan ng lola nyo...ganito kasi yon... papasok na ako ng school, so paparada na ako sa paypark ng school... since one way lang at nasa kabila ang space na paparadahan ko... hindi ako makausad kasi merong pestikoy na nakaharand sa way ko... bumusina ako... walang reaction... busina ulit... wala pa rin... ang tagal ko na siyang binubusinahan hindi pa rin siya umaandar, so itong magandang lola nyo, bumaba ng sasakyan at kinatok ang bintana ni pestikoy... sabi ko sa sarili ko, kung gwapo ka, mapapatawad pa kita... so noong binaba na ang bintana (sorry hindi ka gwapo, aawayin talaga kita)tinuro ko yung sasakyan sa likod -- sasakyan ko yon (a hand sign meaning na excuse me pwede bang tumabi-tabi ka at dadaan ako) tinuro naman nya yung harap na...

nakita ko ang isang forward na may pahinanteng nagbababa ng semento... GGGooossshhh!!!! napahiya ako... so i said thank you and hurriedly went back to my car... hinintay ko na lang sila matapos...

MORAL LESSON
hwag kang sugod nang sugod... pag-isipan at pag-aralan muna ang mga bagay bagay bago ka gumawa ng aksyon...

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

the day after the break-up

it's monday... 111708... the day after our breakup... lahat masakit - puso, katawan pati mata sa kakaiyak... imagine chinita ako, pero dahil sa kakaiyak, nagmukha na tuloy akong kerrokerroppi... but i could not blame anyone except me... ika nga, ginawa ko ito, kailangan kong panindigan...

salamat na lang, tinawagan ko ang aking forever friend emmy... somehow after the talk, gumaan ang pakiramdam... lahat ng pwedeng gawin para lang hindi ko maisip ang sakit ginawa ko... pero kahit isang tonelada pa yang trabaho, wala namang makakatulong sa akin kung hindi ako lang... that day, i tried to see the goodness in all the things that my eyes may lay upon... i prayed that sana mapatawad nya pa ako and give me another chance...

thanked God... ang daling Nyang sumagot... by lunch time i received a text message from Mike that he is willing to forgive me... syempre masaya ako dahil sa chance and sympre pinatawad nya ako despite the fact na ang dami-dami ko ng kasalanan sa kanya...

Lord, tulungan mo kong patunayan kay mike na mahal na mahal ko siya by not hurting his feelings anymore... Amen...

honesty is the best policy

last sunday, 111608, mike and i broke up... the reason? i don't know if it sounds light, but i know it has a major impact in a relationship... whatever happens... ...

be honest!!! alwayssss!!!!

he asked me if i had a class last saturday, and i said yes, but since he already make kalikot with my cellphones when we're at divisoria... he knew that my review class last saturday was cancelled... the end result... break-up... before kasi, meron na kaming usapan na kapag nangyari ulit na hindi ako nagsabi ng totoo sa kanya, we'll break-up... so ito, nangyari ang hindi inaasahan... he wants out since hindi ako sumunod sa usapan namin before...


you're wondering kung anong dahilan kung bakit hindi ko sa kanya sinabi ang totoo... we'll being in a 5-year old relationship is not an excuse for the both of you to stop exploring, experimenting and try something new... pero naramdaman mo na ba na sa linggo-linggo nyong pagkikita na sana merong kayong something new na gagawin... you're looking forward to that day because you do not know what might come and eventhough the day would turn out bad, it's okay since you shared the moment with the person dearest to your heart.
isa pang point... dahil sa palagi na lang yon ang ginagawa nyo... gusto mo naman ng bago... hindi dahil sa nagsasawa ka na, kung hindi gusto mong meron kang maikwento o maipagmalaki sa buong mundo na yang bagay na yan nagawa ko na yan kasama ang special someone ko...

i know mali ang ginawa ko... nagawa ko yon hindi dahil sa nagsasawa na ako sa kanya, pero i want to grow with mike... gusto ko pang makilala ng mabuti si mike... pero yon nga, hindi naman pwedeng pagtakpan ng isang magandang hangarin ang isang pagkakamali...
pero sana kahit lalake sya, kahit mahirap ipaliwanag, sana maintindihan nya ang side ko... sana mapatawad nya pa ako...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

divisoria adventure

last 111508, mike and i had our first very unusual date ever!!! we went to divisoria with a chaperon... not just an ordinary chaperon... but a very distinguished one... none other than my mother... actually, nakisuyo lang ako kay mike since hindi ko alam puntahan ang soler street sa divisoria, pero si mike, alam nya... pero ang alam ko kahit magiging nakakapagod ang trip na to, magiging masaya itong adventure namin kasi first time and not the usual thing...

so, sinundo namin siya ng mother ko sa may trinoma station ng mrt (grabe sobrang traffic mula nlex up to balintawak market kasi may ginagawa na hindi ko matukoy kung ano)... buti na lang nandiyan si mike kasi since sya yung driver, nakapamili kami ni mother ng mga kinakailangan namin na hindi iniisip ang parking at ang sasakyan (thank you mike, you're the best!!!) nagpunta kami ng sto cristo to buy lettings, pomelo and sewing twine, tapos nagpunta din kami ng lavazares street para naman sa pig drinker... tapos lastly sa juan luna para sa shirt... aside sa nakakapagod siya, it is also super duper traffic kasi sympre peak season na sa divisoria, so expect na sobrang traffic dahil sa volume ng sasakyan at mga tao na nagpupunta doon para mamili for the christmas season...

after namin sa divisoria, sinundo namin si emilie sa tinitirhan nya kasi gusto pumunta ng mother ko sa greenhills... wala lang, gusto nya lang makita ang greenhills... pero along the way, sobrang traffic... so sa sm centerpoint na lang kami nagpunta kasi yun na lang ang pinakamalapit and naipit na rin kasi kami sa traffic...

sa sm, kumain kami sa pancake house... lahat ng nasa menu masarap, wala akong mapili... siguro due to exhaustion, i opted for burger steak set - meron ng spaghetti, burger steak and salad... okay na, nabusog ako dahil sa refillable iced tea..

after that delicious dinner, naglibot-libot muna kami sa department store, magpapatunaw lang kami ng kinain... so umalis kami sa sm, mga 9pm na yon... so binaba na rin namin si mike doon kasi it would be inconvenient for him para sumama pa ihatid si emilie kasi mapapalayo pa siya noon..

as i look back at what happend that day, napangiti ako, ang dami palang "first" ng date namin... FIRST bonding ever nila ni nanay, FIRST date namin ni mike sa divisoria at FIRST bag ko from Girbaud... kasi binigyan ako ni mike ng bag... gift nya sa akin yon for our monthsary last november 08... nakakahiya nga kasi ako letter lang binigay ko tapos sya magbibigay ng bag... pero sige next time babawi talaga ako... pero sana maulit ang ganitong klaseng date, mejo unusual pero enjoy, parang last year, anniversary namin, ang ginawa namin ay ayusin si ketchup (isuzu pick-up ko) instead na manood ng sine at kumain sa labas... weird diba.. but nag-enjoy ako doon sobra...actually i dont find it cheap, but i come to realized that masmasarap ang feeling kapag may nagagawa kayong bago kasi doon, masnakikilala nyo ang isa't isa... weird noh, pero totoo...

Sunday, November 9, 2008

62nd monthsary

last 110808, mike and i celebrated our 62nd monthsary (5 years and 2 months)... even though we're on our fifth year and we're not teenagers (feeling teens lang) anymore, we still want to celebrate our monthsary because we want to look forward to something every month... but contrary to new lovers who also celebrate monthsary, we do not regularly give gifts since it would be expensive and it would ruin the thrill of receiving gifts during special occasions.

i came first to our agreed place, sm pampanga... while waiting, i bought a glass of coke for mike since i know that he's tired of the long travel and to tell him that i really appreciate his effort to go to pampanga... imagine mike came from cainta, rizal and every saturday he would just go to pampanga to see me...it would take him two hours travelling time from cainta to pampanga not to mention its cost...

it's almost 12 noon when he arrived, so we took our lunch at savory... after eating, i gave him my love letter, i know it sounds cheap but i think that would be the most loving gift i could give because i gave my time to it and i let my heart speak out and tell mike that how much i love him...

by 5 pm, we decided to buy viand for dinner... we opted for roasted chicken of sabels...then we went home... while cooking rice, reheating the roasted chicken and setting the table, we watched wrestling as what we normally do (we see to it that by 6pm we are already in front of the television because wwe starts at 6pm)...

by 8pm, we're already finished eating and cleaning the kitchen, out of the blue, i got curious with mike's cellphones... i read his inbox messages and saw three text messages coming from carol... (this is our conversation as far as i could remember)

Chu: sino tong carol na to?
Mike: my love, wag mong basahin yan, baka makita mo pa yung ibang text ng mga chicks ko...
Chu: sino nga ito eh?
Mike: Ito my love pakita ko yung mga picture... (he showed me the pictures) kasi yung babaeng yan patay na patay sa akin tapos kursonada sya ng officemate ko... para inggitin yung officemate ko, nagpakuha kami ng picture... madami kami magkakasama nyan kumain my love...
Chu: meron pa bang iba?
Mike: wala na po my love... jelly ka ba my love? wag ka my love kasi kaw lang love ko and panget yon, kaw maganda, pero mas sexy sya sa yo...
Chu: okay lang na mas sexy sya pero masmaganda naman ako sa kanya at mas di hamak na masmukha akong bata kaysa sa kanya noh... sige oras na hatid na kita sa bus station...

so i drove him to the bus station and went straight home... after arriving our house, i texted mike that im home already... i know that he knows that im mad and there are "bugging different points/ideas" inside my head so he keeps on clarifying that he is doing nothing wrong and he assures me that he is straight and im the only one...

somehow after that five long years being together, sharing the ups and downs of another, experiencing different phases of a relationship, i know that i don't have to worry at all... panatag ako na hindi ako ginagago ng boyfriend ko... may tiwala ako sa kanya... pero kung magkamali man ako sa paniniwala kong ito, siyempre malulungkot ako pero magpapasalamat din ako kasi as early as now, nalaman ko na he is not meant for me, im still young and there are millions of sharks better than him that is very much willing to take his place (hope so...)i sounded like too palaban, but that is the reality...


Wednesday, November 5, 2008

it is expensive being a lady

last wednesday, 110508, i went to sm supermarket just to buy my monthly allocation of kikay items... after getting all that i need and paying them at the cashier, i suddenly realized that trying to be feminine is expensive after all, because my kikay items costed me nearly one thousand bucks!!! to give you an idea, here is my list of kikay items...
  1. nivea deodorant
  2. pantene shampoo
  3. pantene conditioner
  4. gumtech toothpaste
  5. olay facial cleanser
  6. ivory body wash
  7. perfume (afficionado)
  8. toothbrush
so all in all, if i will going to add the haircut plus the pampering treat (footspa and massage), it will cost me nearly two thousand bucks!!! anyways, eventhough i realized how expensive it is to look and smell like a lady, it will always be fun to be one... after all, i am a lady now...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

OB-Gyne result

remember my previous post about my OB visit? so after two weeks of long waiting... here is the result

Specimen Adequacy: Satisfatory for evaluation
General Categorization: Benign Cellular Changes
Interpretation: Predominance of Coccobacilli Shift in Vaginal Flora Suggestive of Bacterial Vaginosis

dra. lansangan did not explained to me what does my pap smear result means. She just told me that regular (annual) pap smear is a must and gave me a prescription - cefalexin and flagystatine. i know i don't have any exact idea what are those medicines for, but i felt that there is something wrong because for once i know cefalexin is an antibiotic because sometimes i used to prescribe the drug to sick swine.

it is true that "bawal magkasakit"... why? because medicines are expensive, especially the branded medicines and prescription drugs - flagystatine costed me P104.00 per suppository and cefalexin costed me P19.25 per capsule... all in all, it costed less than P900.00 (that's one week diesel allowance!!!)

Since i dont have any idea about the result, i searched the internet and found this... (i posted all the information i got from the site so that all the readers may have an idea and be informed)


Bacterial vaginosis or vaginitis is an inflammation which occurs in the vagina and includes several strains of germ that cause bacterial vaginosis yeast infections and trichomoniasis. Many women mistakenly believe that yeast infections are the most common type of vaginal infection but bacterial vaginosis is the most frequently occurring vaginal infection affecting from 10 percent to 64 percent of the female population at any given time.
Although treatment is available which quickly cures bacterial vaginosis, if left untreated bacterial vaginosis may increase a woman's risk of pelvic inflammatory disease (PID), endometritis, cervicitis, pregnancy complications, and post-operative infections among other health conditions.
Bacterial vaginosis occurs most during the reproductive years although women of all ages are susceptible to this infection that affects the vagina, urethra, bladder, and skin in the genital area.
What Causes Bacterial Vaginosis?
Primary causes of bacterial vaginosis include an overgrowth of anaerobic bacteria and the Gardnerella organism. The healthy vagina includes a small amount of these bacteria and organisms. When the vaginal balance is disrupted by the overgrowth of these bacteria another protective bacterium -- lactobacilli is unable to adequately perform its normal function. Lactobacilli normally provides a natural disinfectant (similar to hydrogen peroxide) which helps maintain the healthy and normal balance of microorganisms in the vagina.
E. coli which is a normal inhabitant of the rectum can cause bacterial vaginitis if it is spread to the vaginal area. Other factors which may contribute include hot weather, poor health, poor hygiene, use of an intrauterine device (IUD) for birth control, and routine vaginal douching.
Risk of bacterial vaginosis increases with menopause, and in women with diabetes, as well as women whose resistance is lowered due to other conditions.
A report published in Women's Health Weekly indicates that multiple sex partners may increase a woman's risk of bacterial vaginosis although African-American women with only one partner still have a high prevalence of infection.
What are the Symptoms of Bacterial Vaginosis?
The most obvious sign of bacterial infection is an unpleasant foul, often fishy odor. Itching and/or burning sometimes accompany bacterial infections, but are not a required symptom for a diagnosis of bacterial vaginosis.
Many times women are unaware they are infected until they are diagnosed during a routine pelvic exam and Pap smear. It is important that you don't use vaginal douches during the few days preceding your visit to your gynecologist as douching can hide signs of infection and may make bacterial vaginosis infections worse.
What is the Treatment for Bacterial Vaginosis?
The good news is that treatment is relatively simple and effective once proper diagnosis is made. Treatment usually consists of three to seven nights of Cleocin 2% vaginal cream. Oral antibiotic treatment is sometimes prescribed and may be available if you request it from your physician. Although your symptoms may disappear before you finish your medication it's important that you complete your medication exactly as directed by your physician.
There are many steps you can take to prevent future vaginal infections. Try some of these before you get your next vaginal infection.
Always wipe from front to back after bowel movements to prevent E. coli from the rectum from entering the vagina.
Douching is never a good idea. Douching may disrupt the fragile balance of natural organisms in the vagina which may lead to bacterial or yeast infection and may also cause the spread of infection up into the reproductive tract where it can do damage.
Keep the vaginal area clean and dry. Wash before and after sex with an antibacterial cleanser and thoroughly dry the vaginal area to prevent moisture from creating a breeding ground for bacteria.
Avoid tight clothing and always wear white cotton panties that help absorb moisture and allow air to circulate.
Avoid scented or treated toilet paper personal hygiene products perfumes spermicides and harsh soaps or detergents if the vaginal area is irritated.
Practice safe sex! Always use condoms to prevent STDs or other vaginal infections unless you are in a long-term monogamous relationship.
Diaphragms cervical caps and medication applicators should be thoroughly cleaned after each use.
Remember if you experience signs of a vaginal infection it is important that diagnosis is made by a physician -- most vaginal infections are not yeast infections! Self-treatment with over-the-counter (OTC) remedies for yeast infections will not cure a bacterial infection and may increase your risk of complications.

after reading this article, somehow i was informed and now i wonder when and where did this started... and this feeling - it got stronger and worse... am i sick? is this life-threatening... i must speak with my doctor ASAP!