Wednesday, November 19, 2008

honesty is the best policy

last sunday, 111608, mike and i broke up... the reason? i don't know if it sounds light, but i know it has a major impact in a relationship... whatever happens... ...

be honest!!! alwayssss!!!!

he asked me if i had a class last saturday, and i said yes, but since he already make kalikot with my cellphones when we're at divisoria... he knew that my review class last saturday was cancelled... the end result... break-up... before kasi, meron na kaming usapan na kapag nangyari ulit na hindi ako nagsabi ng totoo sa kanya, we'll break-up... so ito, nangyari ang hindi inaasahan... he wants out since hindi ako sumunod sa usapan namin before...


you're wondering kung anong dahilan kung bakit hindi ko sa kanya sinabi ang totoo... we'll being in a 5-year old relationship is not an excuse for the both of you to stop exploring, experimenting and try something new... pero naramdaman mo na ba na sa linggo-linggo nyong pagkikita na sana merong kayong something new na gagawin... you're looking forward to that day because you do not know what might come and eventhough the day would turn out bad, it's okay since you shared the moment with the person dearest to your heart.
isa pang point... dahil sa palagi na lang yon ang ginagawa nyo... gusto mo naman ng bago... hindi dahil sa nagsasawa ka na, kung hindi gusto mong meron kang maikwento o maipagmalaki sa buong mundo na yang bagay na yan nagawa ko na yan kasama ang special someone ko...

i know mali ang ginawa ko... nagawa ko yon hindi dahil sa nagsasawa na ako sa kanya, pero i want to grow with mike... gusto ko pang makilala ng mabuti si mike... pero yon nga, hindi naman pwedeng pagtakpan ng isang magandang hangarin ang isang pagkakamali...
pero sana kahit lalake sya, kahit mahirap ipaliwanag, sana maintindihan nya ang side ko... sana mapatawad nya pa ako...

1 comment:

emmy said...

honest naman ako di b? hehehe.. naku..masabihan ngang magbasa ng blog mo si mike